I love her a lot but she just makes so angry sometimes. I don't really have any friends in the area I am living in now, though I would love to so I can go out and have fun but she doesn't want me to. Every time when something is happening she will tell me all about it and when I ask where it is so I can go she refuses to say more. Then she will later describe everything that happened and talk about how much fun she had.
I asked her if it was because she didn't want me to be friends with her friends and she says no, she doesn't care who I am friends with. So then I ask if I embarrass her and she said no. She just doesn't think I need to go to the same parties as her. Why does it matter? We are both adults. I am twenty-one and she is twenty-three. I want to enjoy being young while I can.
Then later she will complain about how all her friends always come up to her apartment and stay until late. I would love for that honestly. I don't see what she is complaining about. I am so lonely it's not even funny. She is dating a guy who worships the ground she walks on and she complains that he always wants to spend time with her. I've never had a boyfriend because I am ugly. I would love to be dating someone who loves me.
It just makes me so mad. She has everything I want and rubs it in my face pretty much and then complains about how annoying it is.
