Thank You Marilyn King !

[Lena]

Back from my run , a very Goth morning with deep dark overcast skys ..........................I love it . The radio says a huge storm is moving in , only hpe it hits before it's time to go to work since moi wants to go for a long walk in it .


Karin says last nite our friend Ying Ying called , she's the wonderful 9 year old girl from China we sit for .Or maybe since she's so smart she lets us think we are sitting for her but actually she's the one whose really in charge ? Karin loved talking to her but her mom Jessie soon got on the phone .Of all things wanting to know if we heard any gossip in the dyke universe about the break up of Ying Ying's piano teacher and her gf . The teacher Jane ( her Russian name is Evgeniya or something like that ) had a school with hr SO marina teaching everything from piano to singing . Although Jane always looked very very high strung to me ( think it goes with being a artsy type and the buzz is she's also bipolar being able to go from stagnation in depresion to being violent in the same hour ) but despite all that she and Marina really had a good thing going between them and a good business . Now according to Jessie it's all over. Jane's left Marina for a penis person who sounds macho , he's a trainer at a rich people's gym .There now in a bitter fight for everything they had in common , including students from the school . Jesie doesn't know where to send Ying Ying now with Karin recommending either a whole other school to avoid getting caught in the crossfire......... As much as I want to see a fellow queer do good that makes sense to me !!!


It was all news to us , there not part of our circle and haven't run across them at the girl bars .Strange too since you'd think if that happened it wud be Marina leaving Jane for a man since Marina's bi & has strayed before ( 2 years ago heard she was sport f*cking with a guy she's in the symphony with ) and has a kid from when she was married . And they had to be making good money from the school since fees weren't cheap and they had a long waiting list to get in . Oh well, nothing stays the same too long and you can always count on surprises popping up when you don't expect them . Karin too was again really impressed at what a good mom Jessie is , she was taking Ying Ying and some of her friends to a party at a bookstore at midnite when they'll start selling a book about vampires that's popular with girls .


My barefoot phase continuous , except for going into work was barefoot all day including going by the bookstore to look at travel books for our upcoming vacation . Bookstores are cool , you can really mellow out and take your time browsing . I found several things I liked and took them to the stores cafe which was packed with people even though it was mid day where I copied info about places to eat and see .I know that sounds cheap /tighwadish but we're not made of money and have to be careful since you could easily spend a fortune since books are so pricey . To get a better feel about where were going also went over and leafed thu all the coffee table books about Boston and Cape Cod . Really looks gorgeous . A beginning to think planing a trip is half the fun .


As much fun as it was also got a cold reminder of how bad things are getting here. heard the manger tell a clerk they had over 250 applications for a single job they had a add for in the paper even though can't believe they pay much more then minimum . including he said from a woman who just got a doctor's degree in American writers or something like that who can't get a teaching job . To bad , all that schooling for nothing . In the cafe saw what I first thought were a male and female yuppy but turned out they were ex yuppys . Both said how one day they were riding high in the corporate world but then the next day tossed out like a empty water bottle . The woman was the more nervous & upset of the two since her unemployment was running out , that's sad too. At least they had a sense of humor about it all , the guy joked just a few months ago he was able to walk in and leave with a few books but the only thing he could afford at the bookstore was the coffee.The woman nodded in agrement shaking her head about the curve ball of unemployment .


Did put my flip flops on going into work but after changing into the black cocktail waitress dress was the rebel going barefoot into the employee cafeteria for dinner. Hardly anyone was round so it didn't matter , sat with my friend Rosalind whose a front desk manger . They should really do something about the food there , we get it for free but that is no excuse for it usually seeming so stale and the soda-ice tea always being so watery After that ( mostly barefoot ) did the Concierge Lounge which got busy . Mainly with people in town for the big wedding the Chang/Chung / Chong crew is here for . Nice bunch , all well off and educated looking . We're all nice to me too. Always have noticed how while not true every time you deal with one it seems the more well off and smarter people treat you the best . Heaven help me dealing with either pushy yuppys or someone who just got money that love throwing there weight around .


Ms's Chang , Chung , & Chong also made a appearance this time with there friend the red head Cory and blond Rain ( really is a beautiful name , am considering calling my first daughter that instead of Jezebal ) all in very pretty and tasteful party dresses for the rehearsal dinner . Turns out there all sorority sisters from GEORGE WASHINGTON UNIVERSITY in Washing ton DC , Rosalind went to college says it's a good school full of mostly rich kids. You didn't have to tell me about the students coming from money since it was as obvious as the sun coming up in the morning .Everyone was being so bon vivant ( new word ) th acting just like those rich people at the country club , all so so nice and friendly to each other . Plenty of pecks and hugs going around as part of the greetings & even introductions . Everyone from the parents to younger people having perfect manners and just so amazingly sociable . Strange for me since with my people somebody wud be real loud trying to be a comedian ( cousin Sonny always trys to be the life of the party by performing bodily functions ) , someone else wud likely be looking for a fight , and no doubt some geezer wud be trying to see how far he could stick his tongue down the throat of as many young women possible or even playing chikan .


At one point had Cory along with Samantha Chang and Xena Chong at my mini bar who were all very excited about the soldiers they'd met the nite before in the bar . It was like they were little girls with there first crush . Romance or at least passion was definitely in the air . Samantha said her mom wud kill her if she knew she wud be meeting this second lieutenant later that nite guy later since they don't like the idea of her dating and had warned her white men were only interested in one thing ( too true but from experience will say that applys to black guys too and wud bet everything I own Asian penis people as well ) but was excited about hooking up with hm after the dinner . Cory made a wise acre comment after that saying " Then it's a good thing your mom wasn't there when we were on spring break in Cancun " and they all laffed . Am sure there has to be a quite a story ........ .


After that did the bar .Not much happened .Except for seeing Betsy Chong who was the the least attractive of the two but was still very nice and seemed more then a little smart /formidable ( things that can keep the guys away , dam them ! ) come in with this nerdy looking first lieutenant who I had barely noticed last nite . He seemed like a real army dork type...........butch cut , horn rimmed glasses, very erect posture and formal . But looking at them sitting in the corner he didn't seem so dorky and most impotante you could tell they were having the time of there lives finding out they had a great deal in common ............. . Even cocktail waitress Narla and I got giddy for them

In a pink tank top and white gym shorts . At work the black cocktail waitress dress, nude garter stockings ( the same ones at last nite now drying in the bathroom ) and black flats .

[Lena]

Wound working a double shift last nite since I am greedy and a fool who can get in over hear head real easily with everything from sex & drugs to over working . First bartending from 4 pm -12 AM then being room service waiter from midnite to 7:30AM today . Made money , saw some interesting things , and am EXHAUSTED . Currently am downing black coffee so I can make it to the country club to work there................


Did have fun yesterday walking in the rain . As I always say water seems to have a magical effect on me , wiping away depression & anxiety as well as warm inside . When I was out in the rain came across a senior walking a old 3 legged dog name SAM that looked very cute together , a po'd looking mail man who you know wanted to be inside where it was dry , and a very full of herself /deep into macho yuppette proudly jogging no doubt looking forward to telling all her friends how tough she is for going running in the rain ........ Moi gave some thought to shoving her into a puddle but passed . In addition from what I saw yesterday about half of all cars in America have to be silver SUV's too..........


My 18 hour shift at the hotel really wasn't all that bad . It certainly began good enough . After getting there was able to take a long hot shower in the locker room . The water pressure is intense and the hot water never stops . Also was able to pleasure my self as well. The combination of the fantastic shower and self sex experience had me in a good mood . It was fun dressing up , first the flesh tone undies then matching garter belt , followed by the nude stockings when as I pulled them up and snapped them in laffed thinking about how much fun I have had in the past wearing them . That's included everything from just feeling sexxier in them , how much they added to sex with men and the one butch I have slept with , as well as just doing amusing things like accidentally on purpose exposing the stockings tops or snapping a garter .......... :lol :Must say pantyhose have there good points but have never really been able to have as much fun in them . After that putting on the black cocktail waitress dress and a dark silver chain feeling very pretty and slightly dangerous .


Picking up my shoes went into the employee cafeteria and was in such a good mood even the dismal ( new word ) food they had didn't bother me . In the hallway saw my buddy Bob in security and hugged him then gave him a kiss on the left cheek which made him happy . April who was MOD saw all this and looked surprised then joking she'd leave so we could be alone . We both laffed so not to have her feeling left out I hugged her but didn't kiss her . She's a great but still a boss and my policy is to never to do anything with my mouth to a manager unless it 's to save my job or make more money .It's a long story I'll tell here someday ................... After that Bob walked me and my bank up to the Concierge Lounge where I spent a few hours , including breaking the rules and having a snack of some caviar and 2 merlots . The Chang/Chong / Chung crew and all the other guest for the same wedding were staying on the Concierge Floor and a few dropped in . Including Xena Chong with freshly done hair , the crew had spent most of the day getting there hair and make-up done . She was very excited , and not just about the wedding but the army guy she was talking with on her phone . The red head Cory popped into to with who I guessed was her bf , a tall thin good looking guy who you just knew was bound for success. No surprise heard him say he's off to Duke University MBA school this fall. Hope he stays away from strippers there after that one dancer got all those rich boys from there in trouble with her lies of being raped. Cory was bursting with pride at having such a up and comer for her man too .


A few of the other people drifted in a long with some regular guests and it was all so civilized , management should have had a photographer in to take pictures since it was perfect for the classy but relaxed image they want for the hotel But the calmness and sophistication were demolished when the one girl Betsy Chong came running in with a beautiful bouquet of gorgeous red roses sent by the nerdy looking 1st lieutenant . She was awe struck with happiness about getting them , it just jumped right off her . In fact she was so happy she could barely speak All her friends gathered around to admire the flowers and enjoy her happiness about getting them . One 40 something guest not with them joked to his wife " Ah young love , what can be better " with his wife being so happy about it she was grinning from ear to ear even though she'd probably never seen Betsy Chong before.


Then the girls got in a big discussion about what Betsy should do next , it boiled down to either sending him a e-mail or calling him to say thank you and open the door more. Betsy thought calling might be to forward but most said she should call. At 1000 miles a hour she was going on about how Chinese women aren't that aggressive ( although she seemed as American as me ) and what wud her folks say , and it was all happening so fast she didnt know what to do . I just smiled being very happy for her but kept my mouth shut since as a peon it's not my place to get that friendly with the guests . Speaking for myself I wud have invited him over t the wedding or met him later for some mutually enjoyable 'pleasure'..................... Moi has a habit of getting laid at weddings anyway which is something else I will have to post about soon . No decision had been reached by the time they left but did learn more this morning ...............


Those women's reception was at the classiest country club in town and I was sorry it wasn't here so I could see. For awhile was stuck in the Concierge Lounge since the management trainee who was supposed to relieve me didn't show and wasn't answering his radio phone . Don't know where he was but he did show up after almost a hour . Cassady ( her daily new shoes were orange stilettos ) and I working a 150 person wedding which was the same old same old .Cassady did manage to tell me she's cheating on her married 38 year old rich married bf with a 20 year old black guy who she giggled is hung like a horse . She honestly thinks her older bf will ditch wifey when the kids get older then marry her and also she'll be able to keep up the extra fun with young meat like the latest guy . Good lord , she makes Chandra Levy look smart ...............


As we were leaving the somewhat stressed out nite manager Jim asked us if one of us wud stay and work rom service since the usual waiter had not shown up . Something that does happen on week-ends since there all young and get caught up in partying . Cassady looked shocked/angry that they'd ask saying NO 1 but then in typical neurotic Cassady fashion got paranoid asking if she'd get fired for turning down the offer. Jim reassured he saying no . In seconds the relieved Cassady was out the door climbing into her huge ' look at me ' candy apple red SUV no doubt off to copulate with Mr. Money or her young stud . Jim didn't 't say a word , just looked at me with this ' It boils down to you M'linda ' look in his eyes and seeing how it was moi just shrugged her shoulders and said OK . Since Karin was working had nobody to go home to anyway and the pay is good , $13a hour plus tips . we need the money for vacation too. Easy work , except for the door to door at 3 AM you don't do anything till 6AM when the kitchen opens .


Was easy and fun too. Down in the room service office managed to watch some tv , have a few more merlots , and eat some chicken Caesar salad . Arnold Haynes the security who is a huge loudmouth who moi has told to f*ck off more then once (it's not just me , a bellman & 2 other securitys have slugged him too ) dropped by with his usual sarcasm asking me how things are in "lesboland " and calling me 'barefoot princes " then joking about hillbillys not wearing shoes . I just looked at him saying to get on with his business or f*ck off since I was in no mod for him being a asshole and wud report him .He joked about it as if it didn't matter then calmed down and got normal . When he's like that he's not a bad guy at all. Very smart too. We go back in a few ways , he's been at the hotel as long as I have and went to the same high school but 10 years or so before. Now I see were both for Obama and heading out on vacation , he's going to a family reunion in Mississippi next week-end .


During the rest of the shift moi killed time by going for a big walk around the hotel . The place is so quiet and peaceful , totally different from the madhouse it is when I'm usually there. Stopped into talk to the 2 Pakistani contract workers who do accounting , nice guys but they kept staring at my stockings feet though Don't think they understood when I told them am in the midst of a barefoot phase, had to bite my tongue from innocently adding "Just like when I was in a undies free phase last year " The front desk was slow , they had 2 check in's but Jim and clerk Melissa ( who has a college degree in hotel administration but they won't put on days since she weighs 200 plus pounds ) were trying to keep busy . In security Arnold Haynes and Charlie whose something like 70 and was a police for decades didn't have much going on . Charlie told me how they had to chase a wino out who came into sleep in the lobby , handle a noise complaint , and like everyone else black or white who works with him what a jerk off Arnold Haynes can be . All he time in the back ground laboring away keeping the hotel so clean were the 4 Mexicans and there new American born a retired air force guy named Marvin . They'd just waxxed the floor so moi took the opportunity to slide across much to the Marv and the amigos delite ............


At 3AM did the walk thru to pick up any menus left on door knobs .First with Charlie who turns out to be a lovable old codger with fantastic family . Has a son whose a minister , a daughter whose a doctor ,and another son who sets up restaurants for PIZZA HUT .Also a grand son whose going to med school . Lost his wife 5 years ago . He started acting like my granddaddy letting me know 'You know kid your not that bad " Then Arnold Haynes took over and he wasn't bad at all . Infact we had fun . Went by one room where we heard a couple making plenty of noise, that kind of noise . Arnold Haynes and I joked it sounded like they were making a porno movie inside. At another room the door was open and stepping in saw the guest sleeping with the tv on . We shut the door and left , old Lena wud have gone in and found money in his wallet . On the Concierge floor heard more love making noise and when we checked out the room found out it's where the blond woman who was part of the Chang/Chong / Chung crew named Rain was staying . Must say I was jealous of all the fun she seemed to be having . Those college women are as wild as they say .................


Deliveries stated at 6 AM and came across Candy & Myrtle 2 hookers who work the hotel . They both came out of a room laffing telling whoever was the john what a great time they had and to cal them again when he's back in town . Although once the room door shut the excitement sudenly shifted to counting there money then the guy it came from , his money not his gizmo was what they really loved . Was glad no one from security was with me since the girls wud have been whisked off to the calaboose. As they moved pretty quick to get out the girls spotted me .Candy seeing me barefoot and still in my uniform started laffing and blurted out " Hi Shorty , see your making some extra bank " and laffed some more . Myrtle whose always thought I was once a coyote who worked on Roy Wilkins street was very happy " I knew you were that snowbird who called herself Tasha or Sasha" I started to say no , just stayed late to do room service and they laffed more joking about how they could tell I really was doing room service . There was no point in arguing so nodded my head , congratulating them for catching on . They were real pleased with Candy pecking me ( she 's good kisser but the again that's her job ) with Myrtle smiling away now sure I was Tasha or Sasha , asking me whatever happened to that albino girl who called herself 'Star ' I shrugged my shoulders saying I heard she went up north .............. Heaven help me if somebody security I don't know or a vice police picks them up and they say I 'm doing tricks .


While that was all funny the best part was when I was about to leave at . Walking across the lobby saw Betsy Chong looking very co-edish in a pink sleeveless button up top and white capri pants .She was obviously very happy and excited . She said hi , thanked me for being so nice during their stay . Said she was 'waiting ' for a friend . I wondered who ? Maybe a certain 1st lieutenant with horned rimmed glasses ? As curious as I was just wanted to get home but then just as I went thru the secure door from the lobby to executive offices saw Betsy run and jump into the arms of the nerdy looking but nice soldier who'd sent her the gorgeous bouquet of red roses. He was in his cammy's too ................hope it works out for them !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Today heading out in a white Lacoste dress ( from a yard sale ) and at the country club there uniform of a white blouse, Kelly green jumper drese, with nude thigh tops and brown flats .

[Lena]

Back among the living after a good nites sleep and stoked since we leave in less then 24 hours for vacation .


All totalled moi made it from waking up at 7 AM saturday to 11:30PM sunday on all of 2 hours sleep .A record even for me , in the old days could stay up as long as over 2 days working & partying . But I am not as young or insane as I once was .And not using the magical powder from south America to give me more energy either .


Despite just a catnap sunday morning made it in to my pt gig at the country club but over 30 minutes late . Just my luck they were ultra busy and me showing up late was really not appreciated .Including by not just the dining hall manager but the people I work with who I like .That made me me feel like crap so worked extra hard and hope by the end of the shift was back in every one's good graces .Carlene acting like my mom told me I looked terrible and to get some sleep .I nodded in complete agreement .


Back home tryed sleeping for awhile but couldn't . So still in a dress and hose almost obsessed like began preparing/packing for the vacation . Soon despite being exhausted was on automatic manic as if I was back on speed working away . Among the things I did was alot of printing which as simple as it sounds was quite a chore .Went on the machine to get driving directions to get everywhere we're headed .Including from here to Karin's cousin Sherry's place in Mount Vernon Virginia right outside of Washington DC , how to get from there into DC where the museums are , then from cousin Sherry's to Beantown and from there to Cape Cod and back here from there . Had a huge pile of paper before long .Put them in a old canvas brief case we found when we moved in with the travel guides, paper work for the hotel , and city maps .


Then dug up the digi camera , may get a extra chip later today since I bet we'll be taking alot of pictures .After that packed up my rd nylon suitcase . Nothing from the MARILYN KING COLLECTION since it's summer and there mostly fall/winter clothes but instead 2 summer dresses , 2 minis , 8 T shirts , jeans , 4 pairs of shorts with 10 pair of undies ( my whole collection ) swim suit , my ball hat ,and a sweat shirt . As far as shoes go am bringing the Dr . Scholls and sneakers for all the walking we'll be doing .


But even after that was still not done . After Karin got home we packed up the camping stuff including the cheapo cheapo tents , sleeping bags , 2 air mattresses to sleep on ,and some plastic to put under the tent so it won't rip . By then I was so tired and spacey forgot about checking if we had all the tent stakes and bringing along hammer to pound them I but luckily Karin was sharp enough to remember . Good she did , other wise may have been out there late at nite trying to drive the stakes into the ground with a shoe .


Just before midnite we were done and according to Karin not more then a minute after sitting down with a glass of red I dozed off. No surprise to either one of us really I woke up this morning on the couch with a blanket over me with both cats on top of the couch keeping me company. Karin was a bundle of energy , she'd already taken a shower and was preparing snacks for the car . What wud I do without her? She's packing now , very methodical ( new word ) with everything tucked neatly away in her priceyer & sturdier suitcase from EDDIE BAUER .After she's done she' ll run my car over to the dealer for a fre oil change and check the tires rotation just to make sure we have no car trouble on the road .


Although am a neurotic worry wort about the money still am really looking forward to this trip . We both need to get away from work and also some special time together The vacations have always been a great bonding experience . Always have loved travelling , until I was 10 when my mother married the soldier had never been more then a half hour from where I was born . Not uncommon for kids back in the hills since there folks /moms never had money to go anyplace . Did love it though , the first big city I saw was Atlanta Georgia which was so unbelievably big, modern , and exciting to me As kid wud usually spend the summers back in the hills with my great auntie or go up north to Detroit to stay with my uncles . They saw letting me and cousin Francie come up as charity since they knew how horrible things were at home . Even got to go way up to the north country to where they have a cottage .


But I really got to travel when I was with Rusty at 21-22 . Had plenty of free time and also money from unemployment after being fired for nothing at MARRIOTT so spend a fantastic six months off often going around with him on his business trips all over the south . Always staying first class which was new to me . He also took me on lover's getaways to Mexico and Jamaica Rusty was real good about seeing historic places and museums which I hated at first then came to like .The travel and Rusty ended though when wifey found out about us . No more rich bf and mini suites & room service


Have travelled since then .The best of course being vacations with Karin that have been a great bonding experience and brought us closer . Our first was in '05 for a few days in Memphis . For better or worse even saw the toilet Elvis died on .Later that summer we went to New Orleans and a few days in cajun country . Sad to say KATRINA hit just 2w weeks after we left which the city still hasn't recovered from . In 2006 we were up to Montreal Canada for the Out Games but the trip took on a life of it's won . Because of family politics we had to stop and see a cousin who stays in upper New York but ended up taking a 2 hour ferry ride across Lake Champlain which we loved then scooting up to Montreal which we both loved . Also even though I at least knew nothing about them we also made day trips to Ottawa and The unbelievably beautiful Quebec City which we really enjoyed .Last summer there were a few days at a isolated lake back in the hills of Arkansas and a week at the beach in North Carolina


This trip should be fun . I've been to DC and Boston before but never NYC or Cape Cod. Karin's been to NYC and DC but also never the Cape Cod . Also neither one of us has driven the route we're taking . Should be interesting , first going thru eastern Kentucky with it's blue grass , old barns , and horse farms Then into the beautiful hills up into West Virginia until we hit the the more gorgeous then gorgeous Shenandoah Valley . But not much past that hit DC and with that the east coast . Traffic will be intense and stressful with so much traffic and since those manicy east coasters drive like they own the road. But will pass some famous city's like Philadelphia , New Jersey or as one dj here called it SOPRANOSTAN


Boston will be fun and educational .After all it's the birth place of America . Want to see the MUSEUM OF FINE ARTS and big park called the BOSTIN COMMON .Also HARVARD UNIVERSITY since thats where so many of the brainiacs who run this country went to school and you always see somebody from there on the news commenting about everything . Am sure all those pointy heads will marvel at my brilliance .................


Will love being on the ocean in Cape Cod .Already have the campground reservations made , $ 50 a nite which around here wud be laffable but up to there things are so pricey it makes sense . The inn I called about wanted $250 a nite for a room and you had to share a bathroom ............ People are always raving about Cape Cod so will be nice to see if it lives up to all the hype or is just another example of those east coast folks being to impressed with themselves . Keeping a open mind though . No matter what will love the ocean .


Also wondering about who we'll 'meet ' on the road. along with museums and famous places a big part of our vacations is sport f*cking strangers . That adds to the fun , satisfys my penis - want , and is safer the messing around here since you will never see the people again . I've written about our summer lovers before ( at present 6 men and one woman ) and maybe after we get back will do a post about this years zipperless f*cks compared to past ones . Wud definitely be XXX rated .


Now in a tattered jean mini and white T shirt and off to do more work for the trip ..................

[Lena]

All my enemys should be happy ..............this years vacation may be off. Yesterday afternoon my gf's father had a heart attack and is in ICU . It's all the more serious since he had stomach cancer the other year . Last nite Brad had that service the Catholics have before they die .


Karin's very upset and worryed , the whole family is at the hospital except her sister whose preggars .Moi was even there for a big part of last nite . You don't do much except worry together .


As far as moi goes am sad that my dream vacation may be cancelled , was really lookng forward to it . Also very angry at this too , once again been hurt by a man . Definitely involves blame by association at all men of that generation . Of course going back to my own anger at my father for always doing so much to hurt me .


Then again you can't blame a whole generation or sex for what one asshole did . Don't want to be that angry and selfish either . After thinking about it while am sad & pissed off the trip may be cancelled don't have much choice . Staying here is just part of the price for having Karin in my life. Have to respect how she's worryed about her dad who she has always gotten along with . . Really do envy her for having that kind of relationship with him . Have to be here for her too. Wudn't want to run out in a time of trouble even though deserting your loved ones is a tradition with my people . Am happy to break with another family tradition .


I owe something to Brad too . Have no doubt he wud jump for joy if if a man took my place with Karin but as far as things have gone he's always been friendly and never tryed breaking us up . To me that's pretty good .


Am going back to the hospital later this morning . Today in a white t shirt and black lycra shorts. Also white socks & sneakers. raining out so will be wearing the red rain poncho too

[swee.]

I luv it when I can get mi Christian lips round ma c*** feels so good oh yeah so good

I cant go on I'm going extinct. coming back as oil.

MI LIPS! MI LIPS! MI BLACK LIPS!

I'm a misandrist F***. Yup dat is mi dat is!

Geee off ma lips cocksucker!

[Lena]

On the road on vacation in Cape Cod .........

In a navy blue T shirt and jean cut offs.

[Lena]

Lite gray T shirt & jean short shorts

[Lena]

Back less then a hour ago from vacation . Am such a addict had to post right away . No sooner then we had the car unloaded ( having to be very quiet doing it since most of our neighbors we're still sleeping ) my gf is sleeping and I am here typing away ..........


Had a great trip , may not have been Kinghelfer's big motor bike adventure in Europe and Morocco but still a fantastic time on the road seeing a whole different part of America.We were mostly in Boston & it's nearby Cape Cod with one day micro trips in WASHINGTON DC & NYC . Am exhausted and sore from all the walking but renewed & feeling very good .Can't wait to do it again . If I ever win one of them big lottery's definitely wud quit my job and head out on the road for a few years too see whats out there and have all sorts of fun


Will tell about it all for the next few days . Saw plenty of gorgeous scenery from blue grass country here in Kentucky to the hills and mountains that seamlessly blend into West Virginia along with the Shenandoah Valley there . The road from NYC to Boston was mainly thru rolling green hills and you'd never guess you were surrounded by tens of millions hyper yankees. Water too, like when we went on a 3 hour boat tour of NYC's harbor and rivers and another boat tour around Boston's harbor and of course the ocean which is unbelievably gorgeous



Along with my little KIA we also used other ways to get around .Like the subway in WASHINGTON DC which is very space age and clean .Along with the subways in NYC and Boston which were on the other hand old & filthy but in there own way WONDERFUL ! Ships too , like the ones we were on to take harbor tours in NYC and BOSTON and out to the island of Nantucket .While on the last one we ran into a storm complete with this amazing but scary lightning and big waves that had this one middle aged guy who looked and being so hyper & selfish reminded both of us of WOODY ALLEN who was convinced the ship was going to go the way of the TITANIC . Anchors away me heartys ................ Buses too from DC to Boston and even from the campground on the cape to ferry to Nantucket .


Interesting people that sometimes proved surprising and reminded me again that as as much as it seems at times the human race is not domintaed by assholes . At a rest stop on the road from NYC to Boston saw a beefy 50 something who looked like a police who you wudn't think wud be to nice but to our almost shock and joy was a nice guy who had driven all the way from Colorado taking his two adopted daughters about 10 & 12 from China or someplace else in Asia on a big road trip . He was real nice ( had been a soldier not a police so I had been partly in the right ballpark ) , said there mom was flying direst from a business trip in LA to meet them in Portland Maine which I hear is beautiful .Then there was a Polish couple in there 30's with 2 small kids who couldn't have been nicer and even knew about the Kentucky Derby who helped chase away some of the contempt I had for all things Polish after a disastrous experience at work with a bunch of them here on contract . They always seemed to brag about being Polish and trash talk America Glad to see there all not like that . Have a free place to stay if I ever get to some place called Cracow . Also pinicing at the Boston Common park some Canadians who usually tend to be nice folks , this time a 40 ' ish coupe from Toronto ( the wife was German woman complete with blond hair & blue eyes with her husband was a tall muscular black guy who looked like a professional athlete ) who told us they expect the population of Canada to triple to 90 million people in 30 years .That was interesting , also logical since Canada is such a great country . Could see myself living up there real easily . Not just since they allow same sex marriage but since there smart enough to have national health care and realistic gun control and like I wrote Canadians seem so nice. Some other nice and stimulating people too , like the 2 guys who were Boston fireman we met at famous Irish bar and the lesbian couple we met on Cape Cod a week later . More on those very very stimulating experiences later


Still am tired and need more napping . Have to work tonite to at a big wedding at the country club of all places. Today probably in lite blue T shirt and with jean mini and at work there happy uniform of a white blouse , Kelly green jumper dress along with nude garter stockings & brown flats .

[Lena]

Does feel good to be home although if I had the bank wud gladly give up the place for the life of a professional traveller The apartment even with the 'vintage ' or really junk 5th hand furniture looks & feels wonderful .There's a nice breeze blowing thru the street window now which may not feel divine like a ocean breeze but still feels pretty good. The cats won't leave us alone , Marie says they really missed us . But we don't need anyone to tell us that since both critters have glued themselves to us . as I type Fritz the usually alpha male macho type is curled up right next to the monitor and after eating Agatha went back to sleep with Karin .


A few of the neighbors have dropped by , Fawn and John the 50 something worldly couple who stay to the penthouse came by to talk , naturally they've been to everywhere we were more then once too. I felt so sophisticated talking to the likes of folks like them about NYC's little Italy and the Boston Common . Marie too who was the person who mainly took care of the cats . She liked he scarf we got her as a thank you gift at the Boston Museum of Fine Arts . Karin took her camera next door so Belinda could print out the photo of the famous Apollo Theatre in NYC . It was quite the chore to get there ( NYC has a very complicated subway not meant for simple minded people like moi ) but from what Karin said all worth it since it made Belinda real happy . A great auntie or something like that of hers had been a chorus girl there way back in the the 1930's or 1940's so growing up Belinda heard her storys about all the famous people she worked with and others who wud come in to see the shows . Haven't seen Steve the macho rail police from upstairs but am sure he'll love the NYPD sweat shirt we got him , it's double X so it should fit him .


It's sort of funny thinking how in less then 24 hours we were swimming in the ocean and after a 15 hour drive ( made good time , the computer said it's take 16 or 18 hours ) we were back here in the landlocked Louisville Going from the land of clam chowder to the land of the mint julep . About the only bad traffic we had was leaving the Cape when we ran into the spillover from Boston's rush hour . Except for that it was smooth sailing all the way across the rest of Massachusetts and New York state right down thru Ohio . My only complaint was that we missed out on some of the scenery , the sun set about 2000 and we missed out on seeing more of the Catskills mountains But what the hey we made good time and didn't have to wait in line at any of the bathrooms at the rest stops/gas stations along the toll road . It was funny listening to the radio since it often reflected the mood of the trip . Coming into WASHINGTON DC heard of all things a concert by the US air force band that included patriotic music .Then after our 12 hours in NYC on satellite picked up the very New York songs of TAKE A WALK ON THE WILD SIDE and something called YOUR A NATIVE NEW YORKER . In Boston we naturally heard some classical music since the town is so highbrow and eggheadish . As we got into south Ohio I tuned into country gold soon hearing Elvis's KENTUCKY RAN ............


Managed to nap on and off all day but at 4pm or 1600 had to get ready to go into work at the country club . Thought I'd be working a wedding but actually it was a engagement party . That's where the brides family has a thing sometimes s with a band to introduce the soon to be hubby to there closest friends and family .Usually there semi-formal but last nites one was very informal with about only the soon to be bride's mom and some of her generation in dresses and like wise her dad and the middle aged guys in sport coats & ties . The engaged couple were dressed very down , her in a yellow blouse and lime green skirt and the guy in a polo shirt & jeans . All totalled they had about 100 people and I handled it all by myself . After almost 2 weeks in jeans or shorts did feel a little odd to be back in a uniform but it didn't really bother me . Moi is pretty refreshed mentally and the party's atmosphere was so relaxed it spread to everyone even us peons working it . Even my baggy stockings didn't bother me , there from a thrift shop and from the package they date back to the days before spandex was added for a better fit . My legs looked like bones in half empty nude bags since there was plenty of open space between my legs and the nylon themselves and ofcourse there was also sagging making it look like I had elephant legs . But feeling so renewed from the trip and the very informal vibe at the party I didn't really care ..........


Will write some about the trip tomorrow . Don't worry I'll get to the sex parts if only since I want to brag and know more then a few of you are eagerly waiting to hear . We're taking it easy all day today , Karin's going over to her folks while I do errands and nap some more , moi did 9 of the 15 hours of driving back home the other nite so am still tired .Tonite we go to a wedding reception for someone Karin works with , a straight f/m couple no less but hope to get out early enough to hit a girl bar and there's talk of dyke party at a loft down on the river. So during the day will be in a slate T shirt and gray cotton gym shorts and my Scholls while tonite a lite blue with a white floral print dress that has a sweetheart neck and hem just below the knee with nude stockings & white heels .

[Lena]

A nice brite and quiet sunday morning . Life is slow and easy which is perfect as far as moi is concerned .Been up for about 25 minutes, checked the tv for news, fed the critters, and made coffee. Now being the FF addict I am sitting in front of the machine ........................


Things are quiet outside, even though this is a big city there's a real low key slower then molasses southern atmosphere . Suits me since I am still tired from the trip and always love slow sunday mornings . Your whole mind and body can feel relaxed and you get happy just for being alive .Do wish we could be at our tent there along the ocean back to Cape Cod since a sunday morning there wud be like being in Heaven but being here in our little condo is good enough for me . Both cats are now giving themselves there usual morning baths while Karin is still sleeping .


The wedding reception last nite was a bore, really just one of those social things you have to go to for the sake of your spouse. Everyone should know what I mean . Karin had gone to the actual wedding sitting with other people from work . The reception was at house they rent for partys , in old Louisville which is very nice. They even had valet parking which always makes little person me feel rich and important . The brides a attending Doc Karin worked with in the e-room and the groom sells medicine , both about 35 .Seating can be very political at receptions and right away I knew where we stood being at the next to last table in the place.This one full of himself Doc and his peppy wife both about 35 too at our table didn't seem to like that either and looked a little shocked /annoyed when I said being shoved someplace to the rear or where you can't be seen is the story of my life. Karin was embarrassed by my ironic humor and made a joke about it . The husband of the head of medical records though got a colossal hoot out of it though .


Dinner was good, lamb with a jelly type sauce & dark rice .The bar was free and moi had about 5 merlots .Talk at the table was a little strange , the full of himself Doc and his energetic wife more or less only spoke to another couple who were doctors and to a female Doc and her teacher bf ignoring us. It wasn't what Doctor full of Himself said so much as the message he and his wife were trying to send out they had perfect lives.Both going on how they vacation in Miami , have 3 perfect trophy kids all doing great in school and also at there tennis lessons /language tutors, and own a Hummer .Must be nice to be perfect ............. I bet he really beats her and she's a dope fiend. Everyone else was more low key and guarded about what they said , a little stiff but still better. When Karin said how we just got back from the east coast the lady who was head of medical records named Renata brought up how she has a cousin in Boston while her husband this construction foreman named Jack talked about being in the army in Washington DC and loving it since there's something like 4 women for every man there back then . Nice enough . They have a son whose a state conservation officer stationed right by where I was born too .


Once the music started everyone was of dancing or socializing .Our table son filled up with mostly other nurses talking shop with Karin . Right away knew I was on my own since Karin gets caught up in shop talk .So after siting there for awhile smiling & nodding like a robot headed to places where you go when your alone at partys : the ladies room .,the bar , and outside to 'get fresh air ' .Passed by Doctor Full of Himself talking to some other men about making a mint in a real estate investment while his wife ( who had the muey cool name of Morgan ) dancing trying to look youthful and just oh so happy . Alot of kids all having fun on the dance floor ,especially when the band played that Chicken dance song where everyone gets to make a fool of themselves shaking there bootys .There were plenty of adults on the dance floor too. But just like high school nobody asked moi to dance ....................


Felt more then a little left out ( especially after looking over at Karin caught up in a intense talk with the other nurses ) until out of nowhere came Beverly Krusell whose about my age and the cousin of my friend Ronnie Raye who I have written about here. Nice to see a friendly face and also Bev herself, haven't talked to her in years . In fact we hadn't spoken together since before she went into the navy .Still has alot of attitude with to much make-up just like when she was a kid and in low cut purple dress that she seemed to be bulging out off . We hugged and pecked, met her bf who was named Rico ( no surprise since he looked like a Mexican ) then sat down to talk .Both of us were surprised to see the other at such a classy event , after all girls from the slums and rich doctors classy wedding receptions don't exactly go together . But Bev was there since she was a medical transcriptionist in the navy and is now the office manager for the female Doc .


Nice to talk together , nothing like a friendly face there with all those people I have nothing in common with not being rich and also not being in the medical field . Nice to see Bev has made something of herself too , good lord at 13 she 'd run off with a musician who was something like 10-15 years older and later was a major doper . But now there she was maybe with way too much make-up and in look-at me flashy & revealing dress but still with a decent job you know they can't export to Asia and seeming a whole lot calmer/more mature then when we were kids .We really caught up .......she hadn't seen Ronnie Raye since the fall but was happy to know she and Tom & the kids are fine . Although like me Bev was worryed about Ronnie Raye going to the museum of creationism which is a hotbed for right wing religious fanatics . Was happy to I was with Karin , saying she always thought I was gay . Didn't go into how I don't see myself as gay but as a pomosexual since deep talk like that really doesn't go with partys and drinking . There was nothing serious between her and Senor Rico though , just a date . Although she did proudly showed me how long he could get with her hands............... He saw it all looking over from the bar knowing exactly what she was talking about smiling from ear to ear too . What penis person wudn't since there so vain about there gizmo's ....................


We really caught up about people we knew. Looking back two things really stood out about that . The first was that it was all so different from the talk I'd heard from the other guests .Those people and me & Bev were for all practical purposes from different planets . Doctor Full of Himself and his wife may have really pressed the envelope trying to paint a picture of having the perfect life but whenever you heard others talk it was in the same ball park .I passed by 3 men talking about there yachts one even had satellite tv and Internet aboard , another pair of middle aged couples planning a trip to Greece, and this one 50 something lady happily telling a table full of other women about her recent combination face lift & boob job . All of it generally saying money and the good life.


Now with Bev and me it was usually the other way .............a longer then long list of storys about wild times when we were kids and sad to say also a longer then long list about the sad fate so so many people we knew had waiting for them .Among them Larry Tatum who was a grit , now find out he died from a OD years ago. A friend of Bev's who I always thought was nice named Brenda Wager is now fat and a single welfare mom staying at a SRO in a crappy neighborhood by downtown and , Bev's own sister Jeannie was just diagnosed as a paranoid schizophrenic which means her life is over at 23 . I know it sounds angry and mean but when Bev told me a really vicious guy named Dave Irving wound up meeting the grim reaper at the business end of a pistol in Arkansas moi could only nod her head and with a little joy in her heart say how it only made sense he'd go that way ............


The second was how both Bev and I as imperfect as we is really are survivors from that world where most guys end up dopers then inside ( prison ) or dead with women tending to become single welfare moms except for a few times when they have some worthless and abusive man in the house . After we finished going over the sad fates that were waiting for so many of the people we knew think we both tryed talking about some of the others who are doing allright to not be so gloomy . The list was shorter but still was happy to hear how some are doing real good in spite of coming from hell . At one point Bev and I were both dating guys from the Mays' family who were black . Steve who was my squeeze now has a used car lot up to Indianapolis ( he alwasy liked business even back in the days when he was selling weed ) while Greg who was Bev's bf works at car factory near Cleveland making that still big autoworker pay . Marika McCoy this black girl who was real smart but nobody liked since she was so loud & angry & pushy who I thought had blown her life away having a baby at 16 , dropping out of high school , and having another kid at 18 is now believe it or not in her last year of dental school back east . While Danny Brewster a fellow 'billy who seemed dumber then a stick & had a hair lip is now a sergeant in the marines . Three cheers for all of them !!


I'd hoped that wud have wiped away all the talk about the bad stuff that happened to so may people we knew , it was just so f*cking depressing . But after some small talk Bev took a long slug from her glass and said how her , Ronnie Raye ,and I are lucky too not to be stuck back in the West End and not getting wiped away like so many others from there.. I smiled and said yes suddenly feeling very grateful and lucky and also as strange as it seems humble . After that we sat there silent but definitely in sync...................


Soon Senor Rico was there smiling from ear to ear , still pleased at Bev's bragging description of his long as the Mississippi River penis . In it's own ay it really was kind of cute, the guys up in Boston were long to but not neither stretched that far ! Good for Bev . He and I made chit chat , Bev may not see him as serious relationship material but he seemed like nice enough guy to me . Works for DHL which is a big delivery company . I pecked them both ( wonder if he got even longer if that was even possible from Bev's description , after sex with men last week moi has penis size on the brrain ) and headed back to get Karin . Later she told me how she was glad to see me , was worn out after the long bout of shop talk We try keeping the physical stuff low key at straight events especially when there kids around but last nite since it was late stood there saying good -byes either holding hands or with our arms around each other's waists .


In the car home Karin began to go on and on about all the work talk she'd heard .............the personalitys , storys , and rumors. All moi could do was ask a few questions and think just how lucky I am ......................... I feel even luckier this morning looking around our home too. Will tell her all about my talk with Bev later.


Today in my seersucker dress that white with a lite blue pinstripes and a button up front . Have to work at the country club again today , naturally in there uniform of a white blouse & Kelly green jumper dress along with nude thigh tops and brown flats .

[Lena]

Just back for a few days but feel like I need another vacation . 6 hours on my feet yesterday at the country club done did me in . . Everything from my toes to lower back are sore .More soaking in the tub later today .


But luckily don't have to be back to the hotel until wednesday That's always alot harder then the country club with more people and more noise.Of course after being on the crowded and noisy east coast I should now be immune to crowds & noise............. The hotel being the hotel am sure much has happened since we left the other week .People always get fired, there's scandals galore and ALWAYS a million stories about the guests


All that will be fun but still really not enough . Coming back from such a stimulating trip ( and I don't mean just our cheap tawdry but oh so much fun sexual encounters in Boston and Providencetown ) but whole thing of travelling without a whole lot of money , seeing so many interesting places, and coming across some good people .Real life back home is anti-climactic really !!! Don't want to get stuck in a rut , have to find something to keep the excitement & stimulation keep coming . Now have to start thinking exactly how to do that ...............


The country club went all right yesterday .Meghan and I worked the big lunch then stayed to work a private party . They all love the server May Wah whose from China and going to law school but she's gone for the summer . Now back to China being the translator an guide for some rich members at the Olympics.yesterday someone brought in a laptop and they had a video phone call over the ' net with her which a big crowd wanted to see. All this May Wah worship can get on my nerves even though I do like her . I don't need anyone telling me in another way how I was born under a bad moon . Even normal people have to get irritated at this taking another person and making a star out of them forcing us all to worship them . But what can you do? Besides I do actually like May Wah and she's always been good to me . May Wah too does look alot less formal and tightly wrapped being on the road , good for her .


After leaving went home to find Karin and her folks chatting away . Moi was more then a little embarrassed since I came in barefoot with both both thigh tops around my ankles . Although it's always accidental I often end up doing something embarrassing/low class /too informal like that when I see them . Diane gave me a shocked look while Brad suddenly realized he had to go to the bathroom .All was fine after I kicked off and threw the stockings inthe garbage and oh so politely & briefly pecked Diane on the cheek . They were nice enough , wanted to see there eldest daughter after she'd been gone . They even brought us over this huge dinner from this Italian restaurant theye've been going to for years .Lasagna , antipasto salad , penne pasta ..........we have enough food for the week . Some nice small talk , they liked the pictures and home video that we took on the trip . Naturally we didn't show them our 5 minute amateur porno movie with the 2 fireman in Boston . . After they left we joked " Here's Karin at the USS CONSTITUTION at Boston harbor, oh look here we are on Beacon hill now . Ooops there's your daughter is being sodomized by a Puerto Rican fireman with me masturbating while watching "


They were all real happy about Karin's dad not having had a heart attack 2 weeks ago , it'd been a severe case of indigestion which still got disgusting . After his stomach cancer 2 years ago there always worryed about his health . Can't blame them . Moi was even upset about Brad since he is after all my gf's dad and has been decent enough to me .he's now on a special diet to prevent anything like that from happening again .In lite of his strict new diet we held off pigging out on the delicious Italian food till after they left . Karin's sister's baby is due any day ............everyone is happy about that too. Although knowing what having a cocksucker for father is like moi worrys since the daddy Matt is such a selfish angry overgrown child ............. Oh well can only hope for the best .


After some mroe soaking we're going kayaking today which will be fun and fits in with my wanting to do more with my life after our stimulating trip . My white bathing suit is in the washer now , got dirty on the trip and very mildewy on the way home packed under the luggage in the trunk .On top will be a lite blue T shirt & falling jean cut-offs....................


Tomorrow will start telling about the trip or as I call it BIMBOS ON THE ROAD . Starting with leaving here and driving across Kentucky then West Virginia to Washington DC . Spent the nite at one of Karin's cousin's in Mount Vernon Virginia then the next day hit DC .

[Lena]

BIMBOS ON THE ROAD IS IN MY OTHER BLOG IN THE REGULAR BLOG AREA............



Didn't think I 'd make it on the machine this morning . The computer was acting funny not letting me connect to Yahoo.Really was annoying But before I called India and had to waste several hours and get a headache from those people's high pitched stinging accents experimented ( I'm good at that , at least with sex, drugs , and alcohol ) unplugging and replugging the modem and router and low and behold was able to get connected .


These computers are really voodoo , there supposed to be so scientific but in the end it can be black magic dealing with them when they don't want to work . I wonder how many other women have broken down into tears like I wdid when I started using one having all kinds of problems and how many fights they started between husbands & wife's, bf's & gf's ......................so dam frustrating !!!! In the end calling India and getting a ear ache and head ache or spending hard earned money for a repairman can be the only answers .


There's also going to a witch which I bet some people however logical and not superstitious they usually are were so frustrated they wud try . I wonder if back in the hills people also call Marla Hobbler who was this crazy woman who thought she was a real live witch . As I recall as much nonsense as she was some folks wud call on her for things like love potions/spells or to cure them of some sickness or get rich . Even to make sure there old 15 year old beat up pick-up truck or heap of a car started in the morning . I can just see some yuppy type showing up at the door of her insulbrick cabin with there computer that isn't working and 'ole Marla doing something she claimed wud get it going again like putting the machine in the middle of a hexagon and doing some chant or maybe speaking in tongues then cutting a chicken's head off instead to get it back working ? The computer will drive you to desperation !!!!


But mines working now and all 's fine . Yesterday we did go kayaking , twice no less. In the afternoon we went down to the Ohio River and headed out for a few hours . Was fun , we passed by barges , cabin cruisers, canoers & a few other kayakers. Most were nice, have noticed boaters can be a right friendly bunch . A couple of yuppys passed by who told us about a moonlight run there kayak club was having hat nite and invited us along . A whole bunch of people get together and with lit up boats at the front and rear or in sailor talk bow and stern paddle down the river at twilight seeing the whole city lite up as nite fell. Sounded fun so we committed then went back to shore to do some err ands. Amazing how people can stare at you at the post office just for mailing bills, especially when your 2 women both in only swimsuits .


We made it back to the ramp at 7PM to find about 25 people mostly in the 20 -30 something age range with a few 40 somethings and this one senior trying to be young & cool with his white hair in a pony tail and gold stud in his left ear . A little too inbred for our taste, most were only interested in talking to each other not the 2 new comers. But the president a heavy set guy named Eric and a thin intense looking woman about 30 named Rhonda more then made up fro them by being real nice. The guy who invited us named Mitch eventually showed up and was nice too . Anyway after explaining how we all had to go in a line and stay within the two lite boats at the front and back we headed out .People's personalities at least as kayakers came out right away , some joked , a few name dropped about past kayak trips ,and one guy looked very very committed if not slightly fanatical about being in his boat .


Everything was gorgeous from the river. The city looked magical as the lites came on , even the neon signs were pretty . A few boaters passed by and were real friendly too. Mitch the presdent of the club went up and down the column checking on everyone sharing his enthusiasm about our little expedition .