Hubby and I haven't even started TTC yet. We are going to wait till the end of August/first of September to start trying. I've been in the process of trying to find midwives in my area that have a natural approach to childbirth and it is SOOOOO hard to find someone that doesn't have a 'you're pregnant? oh you're sick let us take care of you.' mentality.
I had my daughter (she was 9lb2oz, not a small baby) with no problems, no tearing or anything like that and with out there being any unexpected problems with my (soon to be, *crosses fingers*) child or myself I should have a smooth pregnancy and birth. GGGGRRRRR!!! I'm NOT SICK I'M PREGNANT!!!!
Also I've been having ALL sorts of dreams about babies and being pregnant and even labor (lol I was yelling at my mother in one
). It's just that it gets me very emotional having those dreams and waking up not pregnant. 
*sigh* I'm just really frustrated trying to find good care around here and having to wait to start ttc.